Its the only way for this pain to stop. i need it to stop. please god help make this stop. i will do anything. just to make this go away.

"gosh it hurts so much. i want to die so bad. i have still not talked to my husband since our fight. he doesn't care about me. after we fought he fell asleep right away. he didn't even stay up to make up i went out there 15 minutes later and he was asleep. he doesn't care. he doesn't want me anymore. he is going to leave me. i know he hates me. i hate this. i hate my life. i wish i was dead. i am going to coach then die. its the only way for this pain to stop. i need it to stop. please god help make this stop. i will do anything. just to make this go away. i need it to stop. it hurts so much.
i have nothing to wear. i have nothing that fits my fat body. i have no money to shop. i am going to be like this forever. i hate myself so much it hurts. my whole body is in pain. i am worthless. nothing is going to make this okay. i have no hope. i give up. nothing is good enough for anyone anymore. i cant go on. i never want anyone to see me again. i hate it when people look at me i know what they are thinking. they are thinking that i am the most disgusting person on the planet. i am a fat obesite slob that doesn't deserve to live
i give up. i quit. i am nothing. i am not going to do this anymore. i cant. i hate myself. i hate my life. this sucks. it hurts so much. i just want peace. i want releif. please give me relife. i hate this so much. i need something to make this managable. please help me god. please give me some peace "

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