I can feel the tears coming and all i want right now is just someone that would talk to me

"I don’t know what I feel anymore. I’m incredibly pissed off and so depressed. I want to just die because everything that happens to me in life is always so frustrating. Just now I lost all of my poetry and storys i wrote due to a virus on my computer days ago. It only just hit me that its all GONE! I wanna just bust out in tears right now. (That stuff is really important to me) It had all of my feelings capured in a way pepole would understand. Another thing is the girl i was in love with is 1300 miles away frome me now, and the girl I wanna move onto likes another guy and makes me feel like shit when he is around. I want to find a girl so bad because I don’t know what the future holds for me. (Or if I wanna see the future) I have a problem of making a moutian out of a molehill. At times when I’m depressed I cut myself and I think about jumping off a building. I went to a ward 2 times and they found nothing wrong with me, just depression. My fucking mom sent me cause she “cares”. It did nothing but make me really want to die. I really would like to talk to somebody. My AIM is “Madmaxzy15″, if anybody got to me that would really make me feel better. I can feel the tears coming and all i want right now is just someone that would talk to me.."

Source: http://suicideproject.org/?p=3793