"For 2 years I have not been able to feel amotions... its the stragest thing. I was on anti depressents for 7 months for major depression (which I had for 2 years before then and yeah I felt sad but HEY at least I HAD emotions) and let me tell you, wellbutrin is the product of HELL. It made me crazy hyper and HAPPY and emotionless all in one (which didnt even feel like real happy I felt crazy hyper and even had thoughts of being president of the united states) Then I ended up feeling NOTHING.... so my doctor said it would be okay for me to go off of them. I would rather be depressed as bad as I was than this... I envy people with emotions depressed or not. I feel numb, not happy not sad, not anything and NO this isnt the normal balance nothing this is just...horrible... I dont wanna kill myself, I just wish someone else would kill me, I daydream about the day I get into a car accident and die or someone just shooting me or hitting me with a car... because I cant stand this feeling of nothing. The only thing I do feel if I feel at all is rage, and when I feel rage I wanna hurt someone else (my mom or brother for example). I'm almost 17 and have felt this numbness for 2 years... please help. "
Source: http://answers.psychcentral.com/General_Other/i-want-someone-to-kill-me/
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According to the World Health Organization, approximately one million people die from suicide every year. This globally translates to roughly one suicide every 40 seconds. This does not include suicide attempts; which are up to 20 times more frequent than completed suicides.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
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