life is useless shit

"dnt read this blog is u dnt like
depressin shit ;;

ffs ;; i jst want him to rage at me ==
& call me a bish & w/e b'cuz
i have been a bish to him >.>
fkk; kill me yeah ?

rahrahrah ;; jst wanna dissapearr
fk fk fk fk fk

life is useless shit;; why do we effin liv for ?
i mean srsly ? we all die in the fkn end anywaiis;;
why does it matter if we had a good life or bad & shity life?
wat d u get in the end ? some stupid memories
tht u'll evetually forgot b'cuz of old age ?
so effin pointless;; i jst wanna go die; ppl say if u die u'lll
hurtalot of ppl . but its not like it matters; they'll eventually
get ovah it & forget it ;; say tht u we had some good times
together and thts all;; it not like their tears
can bring u back - even if it did the same thing would happen
again. one of u will die & the other will cry
but still eveythin so effin goes on ! and wat for ?
its all useless ;; smtimes i dnt want to die
b'cuz im happy then ;; but when i see old ppl
walkin around stugglin to live day-to-day i find
life pointless;; why would u want to live for ?
srsly ? to grow old & be in pain everyday ?
u want to live but u no u'll die -
so why try&survive for ? why not jst die young ?
evn if u die and recarnate into something else
u'll die again and then it'll hapen all over agian ;
it`s all pointless ;; im so effin depressed over some lil thing
thts my fault anywaiis
srsly ppl woulld be bettah off w/out me.
i dnt want to make close friends b'cuz when they die
i will be in pain ;;i am stubborn for gettin close to ppl
& always will ending up hurtin them
fk i like him alot;;
but yet im mean to him; i feel like yellin at him
but then its my fault ;; i often think he's bettah off w/out me
like the rest of the world
when im gone there will be no difference;;
jst another corpse underground.

efff T_T feel like cryin nows ><

i`m sorry nhan ;;
for everythingg <3
your my everything;;
every time, when I look at your face,
I forget about all my problems,
'cause you lighten up my day."

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