I'll be gone from this Earth very soon

"Nothing matters, except to maintain some semblance of existance until it is no longer affordable.

You don't give minimum effort, only what is barely enough. For me, I eat to live. To just live. My food intake has gradually decreased each day. I've not done much of the things I used to do when I had a job (and with it a reason for life).

I don't bathe or shower for days, because utilities, soap and shampoo cost money. Consequently, I smell like a penis unwashed after a few ejaculations for more than two days. I don't change my briefs either, until they're too soiled with semen.

I haven't had a haircut. No need to. No job to go to. My last change of glasses was five years ago. No point spending for a new pair. The other day, I peed in the swimming pool. That's where all the hot hunks and chicks congregate (and dip in) to enjoy the good life. I gotta do it more often. Maybe tonight.

My new driver's license has not arrived after more than 30 days. My wife got her in less than 4 weeks. So there it is. Not only have employers rejected me, but the state has also rejected me. No worries. There'll be a reckoning.

My current apartment residence shall be the place of my family amd myself's last day on Earth. No money to move, except either to a slum or be homeless. No, it will be bittersweet to remain. Nothing like the Jeffrey Dahmer effect as the lasting legacy of this complex. When the time draws closer, I shall disclose the identity and location of this apartment complex. So that none of you will ever move here.

It's depressing and somewhat reprehensible to talk about things like this. My wife does not appreciate it at all, especially at the idea that I'm taking her with me. But what is the alternative? There isn't. After two months, hundreds of resumes and coverletters sent to opportunities that I am the right candidate for, it's still zero phone calls and zero interviews.

I truly don't have a care in the world. When you got nothing left to lose, you can let it all out. Why not? I'll be gone from this Earth very soon, and my family with me.

Account Balance
Checking: $790.58
Money Market: $16,742.21
IRA: $23,509.86"

Source: http://www.soulcast.com/post/show/254687/When-you-got-nothing-left-to-lose...