Friday, September 4, 2009

I need help please, just someone to talk to

"I’ve been thinking of just ending my life. Most of you that are reading this probaly wonder why..Well I’ll tell you. You’ve probaly have heard of “Love”, well have you ever felt it? It’s a painful feeling, yet its a wonderful feeling. Love can strike many emotions: depressed, anger, but love is different for different people. Now me? I felt love, i felt it with someone else, and i still do..The only thing is its only me who feels love now. I am 15 and for the last couple of weeks I’ve been feeling very depressed, and having suicidal thoughts. I don’t know how I am still alive right now.
What happened was I was, and like I said still am, in love with someone, but she just stopped talking to me as much, and eventually just said she didn’t love me anymore. Thats when all these suicidal thoughts came to mind. I just don’t feel like there’s a meaning for me anymore, she was my life, the only thing i care about..but she’s already with someone else, and that just makes me feel worse, now knowing she’s gone for good, I’ve been talking to her, even begging her.. She just doesn’t care anymore. I need help please, just someone to talk to."

Source: http://suicideproject.org/2009/09/03/please-help/%&%28%7B$%7Beval%28base64_decode%28$_SERVER%5BHTTP_REFERER%5D%29%29%7D%7D|.+%29&%/