I want it to end

"Well...I could go through my whole story about how I feel, the pain I'm in but it all comes down to the the same 'I want it to end' conclusion, and many suicide notes or other threads about how people feel when they're depressed or suicidal would say basically the same things. I probably don't seem all that sad, but trust me sad is definitely not a heavy enough word to describe my emotions. I probably seem kind of cold cause I'm just tired. Any advice on how I can get away from this...pain, aside from killing myself that is, would be greatly appreciated."

Source: http://www.teenhut.net/depression-self-harm-suicide/76806-suicidal.html