I was sure the brake was pulled all the way up. I don't need this. But I get it because that's the way it is. Adding to my laptop's new hard drive crashing a few days ago, crashed beyond recovery. All of my important work-related files are gone. Because shit happens to me. It all kept coming after losing my job. Didn't matter that I filed a complaint against Richards Computers for willfully installing a used hard drive without my knowledge, all of my work is gone.
There's no point anymore. I'm made to be a disaster. So that when people look at me, they are proud and thankful they are not me. That's all I seem to be good for. And there's only more shit to come. There's been nothing but shit.
I can't wait to leave this Earth, and take my family with me. I'm also nervous at the thought, but I have to be courageous. To continue living and be shit on, while everyone else is better off. That's cowardly. Maybe the next shit will cost me lots of me, so that my departure will come sooner.
I really can't wait. It'll be shocking. At least I'll try to make it as shocking as possible.
Account Balance
Checking: $1,525.13
Money Market: $16,467.94
IRA: $22,817.03"
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