Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Im so lost

"If i try again tomorrow, it will be attempt number 7 on my life. i live with minor brain damage and ADD and am fucking depressed, none of my “friends” talk to me and when i try and talk to them they dont pick up the phone or reply, im only 18 and moved out of home, i cant get into uni and missed out on tafe no one will hire me so im fucked, i contemplate suicide everyday and research methods online, i see other people talking about prevention, how to get help, how they can relate to shit, i think its all bullshit, i dont even know why im posting this, im so lost, i think ill buy a pipe and kill myself by co2 poisoning.. but then i wont."

Source: http://suicideproject.org/2010/02/i-just-need-a-gun-and-a-bullet/