"I will kill myself.
I know my family will hurt, but the other people I know will move on and be okay.My friends will forget about me.And things will be normal again, I hope.
The thought of hurting my family, and the cost of my funeral, is the main reason I haven't offed myself already.
I know I'm selfish, but...I just can't be here anymore.
I chose post-Easter because I didn't want to ruin any major holidays."
Source: http://www.secrettalk.com/secrets/after-easter-2010/14328615/