"I honestly do not see whats so bad about it. the past few days ive remember that i will die one day. Its a hard pill to swallow when youvbe been screwed out of your 5 of your good years. I dont know what i am going to do but i feel like suicide is on the table. i honestly dont care if it hurts others because others have hurt me so profoundly that its come to this. i dont know what the point of life is when ti has to be mediocre. i did not survive 5 years of pelvic pain and a life with a limp to live this out in a lackluster fashion. id rather be dead. thoughts?"
Source: http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Depression/forum/8323496-questions-suicide-trigger