"I'm in a bad place right now - Married for 2 and half years but have met the love of my life elsewhere. I spend everyday working out how to see my mistress. I love my wife but can't live without my mistress. My mistress has pressured me into spending Christmas with her and all available time. I'm so torn that I think ending it all is the only way out."
Source: http://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/a76zl/close_to_the_edge/