"I just want to die, for years I’ve been thinking of suicide no one knows everyone sees me as care free and happy, my parents love me but i let them down I have a GF who loves me I’m not sure if shes it though I’ve messed up bad in school everytime I try it gets worse, I’m grade 12 but still doing grade 10 classes because I skip way to many days due to depression I say its because I’m sick, really all I want to do is die I’ve thought about ways to do it, easy quick ways but a part of me doesn’t want it, I can’t talk to anyone in my life about it they wouldn’t understand my life seems fine, but I’m just always depressed hatin every moment of life I just want someone to talk to, to understand what I feel to help me through this I turn 18 in 3 days I thought about doing it on my birthday, The only reason I haven’t I think is because I care to much about the people around me, I’m sorry this post is rambleing no one will even read this probally I just wanted to get it out….."
Source: http://suicideproject.org/2010/01/so-tired-3/