"So I have been in one of these sulking and depressed mood for the last two or three days. I don't really know why. I've never really been pessimistic but this feeling seems to obscure my thoughts.
I had just been so sad and lonely. Since my friends of college went away to varsities I've had less ppl to share my feelings with, in real life. Mom doesn't understand me, dad is posted somewhere else. And this loneliness is haunting. Since I don't even have a formal institution to attend to I can't have new friends.
This made me so exasperated that I was doubtful if the goals I've set for my life were right, if thats what I want to do? Then there was an urge to kill myself and end all the drama. NO! I AM TURNING TO A DEPRESSED EMO!
To cheer myself up I decided to watch some comedy. I got American Pie 5 for I've been watching that series recently. But it just made the feeling more intense. I also wanted my gf to be here. To give me company
Oh whatever I'm just drifting away. Maybe its just one of those intense feelings of teen age. Hope I get over this excited state soon."
Source: http://coldbreeze16.blogspot.com/
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According to the World Health Organization, approximately one million people die from suicide every year. This globally translates to roughly one suicide every 40 seconds. This does not include suicide attempts; which are up to 20 times more frequent than completed suicides.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
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Shahnawaz.w.ali@gmail.com
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