"I've been suffering from depression for 4 weeks now and now at the moment, I want to kill myself. I've been down this road so many times. I've been through therapy:in psychology and psychiatry for more then 5 times in one year and I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if my meds are not working anymore nor the therapy. But right now at this moment speaking I just want to end my life so bad. I know it may not solve anything by wanting to do this but I'm rally close to making a final decision.
Like I said before, I've been in therapy and on meds for over a year, I wrote down how I felt everyday, I've spoken about it to my therapist and psychiatrist. I feel no emotions wether its the happiest moment im living with friends or family. I just dont feel sad or happy. I want to be happy, I want to be able to feel emotions again. But I already had the help that I needed. Now, I see no more options or solutions to this problem, but I'm just so close to ending this life of mine at 16. I'm sick of everything. I did and tried everything and now I'm done trying. I just wanted to ask a question if there is one last thing I could possibly do to stop myself from wanting to end my life ASAP.
Thank You"
Source: http://answers.psychcentral.com/General_Other/right-now-i-suffer-from-depression-and-want-to-kill-myself/
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According to the World Health Organization, approximately one million people die from suicide every year. This globally translates to roughly one suicide every 40 seconds. This does not include suicide attempts; which are up to 20 times more frequent than completed suicides.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
Recently, there has been an internet trend that involves people blogging about their suicidal intent. In a way, this can be a good thing because it can allow us to talk to these individuals and provide some hope. Unfortunately, these posts are frequently left unread like those of George Sodini, which resulted in the death of him and three other women.
With this blog, I want to find people who are seeking help online and post it in one place for people to access and utilize. These people may not have anyone else to talk to other than the people online or simply may not be able to afford professional help. If they are expressing their thoughts publicly on blogs, they will hopefully be receptive to comments on their posts. I hope to connect those who wish to give help through discourse, with those who need it.
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